Day 2, in which our Kara loses her shit

What I’m about to say might be a shock, so go ahead and make sure you brace yourself to keep your ass from tumbling onto the floor.

I love my life.

Whoa, say what?  This coming from the madwoman who has a category named ‘ranty-pants’?

I live with some very unfortunate circumstances, but they aren’t the sum of my life.  There’s so much more to it than that.  Life can’t be easy all of the time and sometimes I think it’s way harder than it should be, but I adapt and overcome.  I’ll figure out how to make this shit work or die trying!

One thing I’m most grateful for is how quiet things are most of the time.  My house is generally a peaceful (excluding PMS and manstruation – men get PMS too.. I’m sure of it) place and I share it with the cool guy I promised to spend the rest of my life with. 

There is a downside – we’re both introverts.  Our space is ours and fuck other people.  They’re noisy, strange and annoying humanoids.  It takes us a while to settle back into a lifestyle with people who don’t speak our language.  It happens to anyone.  Underexposure makes the outside world seem too loud and intimidating.

Having a meltdown very early in this awful experience is evidence of this.  I’m not as tough as I used to be.  I’m completely normal in this respect, as no one thrives in a toxic environment except the aggressor.  When I caught myself passing the nastiness onto manchild, I immediately put a stop to it – or, you know, within 10 minutes of the beginning of a rant.

Anger is contagious.  I hate assholes, and I hate it even more when I become one because I know I’m capable of being better than that.

8 thoughts on “Day 2, in which our Kara loses her shit

  1. Anger may be contagious but so is laughter. When Mr. Mango and/or I are having a particularly grouchy day we throw the worst, most god awefully corny puns or play on words at each other. Even if it doesn’t help solve anything, it’s usually at least some good temporary relief. Once I met a girl with 12 nipples… Sounds funny, dozen tit?

    Liked by 1 person

    • Hehehehehe.. πŸ˜…

      His folks are doing a dry run to the hospital this morning and he gave them shitty directions. I started to text better directions, then I was like…’wtf am I doing? If they get lost, they’ll be gone longer.’ *delete*

      Liked by 2 people

Talk to me, Goose!

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s